Thursday, November 15, 2012

Battling

I said I wasn't going to post, but atm I have no one to talk to about this.

Atm i'm battling so hard with my head and I know i'm not going to win. But i'm trying so hard.
I'll be sitting here for hours un less I cannot put up with it anymore.

Its been going on for years, but recently hit the worst of the worst and I don't know what to do or if I tell Annie or not. I'm sort of scared to let it go. Scared about a lot of things if I get help with it. It may not look hard from the outside or such a difference, but in my head is a whole new story.

It's fucking hard and I do not know what to do. I know I need help with it, but asking for it, and all related stuff is just too much.

What do I do.

:'(  :'(  :'(   :'(  :'(  :'(

I'm exhausted

2 comments:

  1. I follow your blog and feel for you... I've been through similar feelings. It's hard when no one is there to listen when you need it most. My other comments never posted :[ and I actually sent you an email a while back... To the email listed here. If this goes through I don't mind and would love being there when you need someone.

    My AIM is pinkfuzza
    Skype - pinkfuzza
    Email pinkfuzza@aim.com
    On steam - pinkfuzza
    Twitter - pinkfuzza

    Pretty easy right ? I leave all of it on usually 24/7 and if we get to know each other better I don't mind giving you my number. I'm from the US which I believe your not but we can figure something out at least with free texting.

    Ill keep my phone with my accounts logged in for now 24/7 just in case you reach out. Take care as best you can <3

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  2. Am I to late?

    Hope shes alive ;(

    Lived like this.
    still living like this

    BUT GUESS WHATTTTTTTT

    IM STILL HERE YAY......


    Hope you the best girl keep battling

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